I recently went to Sydney with my year group at school, from where I live on a bus its 6 hours to Sydney so its safe to say I had a lot of thinking time, and that's exactly what I did, think. On the way to Sydney I sat there wondering what would happen while i was gone, what would go down at home, who would say what to who, I was also wondering how Sydney would change things.
They say you can pinpoint a moment in your life when everything changes. Well it wasn't a moment for me, it was the Sydney trip. It changed my perspective I think. In Sydney I was so happy, every day I was happy and all day long I was happy, I was having fun constantly and it was as if my life back home didn't exist! But when we came back, all my friends where so happy to be back with their families and friends that didn't go, I loved seeing my family and friends again but I just wanted to be back in Sydney. The second I stepped foot off that bus my old life hit me in the face like a tonne of bricks. So, in conclusion, I can't escape my home life forever, but some parts of it I don't want to. I just, I don't know what to say, I really love Sydney, I want to be there again. I hate my home life, but.. I only just realised that....

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